Love and Passion only for the sake of Allah
Sohbet by Shaykh Abdul Kerim Al Kibrisi
Shaban 1432/ July 2011
Who are you? What is your value? You were born mankind. You trusting in Allah or not trusting in Allah. What is your value? The whole creation. If you trusting or not trusting. What is to trust? MashAllah. English is a very weird language. Very weird. It’s making everything weird. Everybody understand wrong thing from right things. I trust. I will trust you Ya Rabbi. What a weird thing is that to say, I will trust you. You know, you gotta go from here to this place. From New York to Washington. You know, I will trust you. Otherwise I don’t walk with you. I will trust you when I go. Similar to that. you know why I trust you? Cause I know you now. I know you are Allah so I trust you. Otherwise no.
So you earn some station next to me. That’s why nonstop, especially always I am saying, the people who has educated themselves so much in the secular schools. This is what it is teaching you. First you gotta question so much, and have self esteem, even if it’s right, you have to question. Even if you know it’s right, you have to question. That shows yourself, meaning that shows you are intelligent. This is the education system from the childhood. And the children they are asking question nonstop that so weird question, that if you are given them answer they will never understand anyway, adults don’t understand. Usually adults provoke them to question. To put such a question out.
Teacher is teaching in the classroom. When you are going to a class and you don’t know ABC you don’t know nothing. Teacher is saying this is A, B, C, D, Do, Re, Mi, Fa, So, La, Si, Do. What you said? Why two is not one, and one is not two? Is that what you said to the teacher? Or you said to the teacher, I trust you so, so I gotta accept this. This that what you said? Or you just accept because teacher is teaching. And you know that you are there to learn. That is a teacher. You don’t question the teacher. And you don’t question what he is teaching you. In order for you to learn, you don’t question the teacher.
This sickness, this shaytanic idea, it entered to this mankind. And now it’s everywhere. And they brought it into the religion. Of course, the first is school, the education center they are teaching also which direction you are going to go. Are you going to believe in Allah, or you are going to believe in shaytan. You are going to believe in Darwin. Or you are going to believe in Isa alayhi salam.
But the teaching are so corrupted on both sides that individual now is not knowing, because it’s corrupted both sides. The one who is trying to teach about Isa alayhi salam, they are corrupt and their teaching is corrupted. They are daring teach the writing. If you don’t know the writing, why are you teaching? Why you are sitting in the synagogues, in the churches, in the Vatican, if you didn’t know your Lord yet? How foolish is that? You didn’t learned about Allah yet? And you are saying I am teaching mankind? Directing mankind? You are making man to be Allah? How foolish you are!
From Vatican popes to all of them. So they learn from that side. People they go to church, this is what they are learning. They saying well, the church is teaching us something about our God, about our Creator. And our God is a man. Allah Allah. Like me. That’s coming to me such energy sometimes. And I m saying, if I was living in the time of Isa alayhi salam. And knowing that Isa alayhi salam is God. And he is like me. If I have this energy I never leave him to be God, I will take that away from him. I will put him under my authority to say now you are God but you pass the power to me. You are under my authority. I will not hang you, I will not put you on the cross. But the people will listen to what I am saying, not what you are saying. Because (Shaykh effendi laughed) that is what the ego is saying, saying if it’s a God. God made from a man. Why it has to be that one and it’s not me. Allah Allah. But when prophet made out of a man. And I know it’s God, I said what? I have not choose him, say if you choose that one, I have to follow that one. Easily I made my ego is follow him, but when it comes the God, I said, no I will not share. I will not make partner to God, it has to be me, not him. So the church’s teaching is this. Hmm.
And they go to school, and the school’s teaching is monkey. I am wondering seriously what kind of monkey is this generation going to become. It’s coming from monkey. You have to watch to see which category of monkey I am falling into, for instance, it has to be. I am looking at myself from time to time, saying, gorilla, but it doesn’t fit. What other kind? It doesn’t fit to any monkey type. Different, it’s not monkey type. So, the school education center where they teaching the kids, ABC. One, two, three. Do Re Mi Fa So La. They teaching this. They are saying to them. You are coming from monkey.
And later the man’s spirit wants something, they said ok, what is going to fit to your spirit is a church now go over there, and there is the priest over there teaching your God to you. When you go to a church, you entered inside, Allah. You finding one wooden ugly cross, that is very cold. Very cold. It has no warmness. When you look at the hilal, that just gives warmness to your heart, to your spirit. But when you look at that cross over there, looks like me. Like a man. That’s why the Roman did it, these square head. The punishment in that time, when a man found guilty, found guilty or not guilty. They decided he is guilty, he is going to be punished with a death penalty. Death penalty that time it was to nail them to a cross, to let them to suffer to die.
So you go to a church, thinking you reaching to your Lord, now your Lord is higher, has to be higher than you, has to be above you, has to be pulling you to higher station because in the man’s spirit, it’s always looking to find his Lord and paradise and everything in high station, not in low station. Nobody is looking down to earth, trying to dig inside to find where is the paradise, did you ever find somebody like that? Thinking that he may dig to find the paradise under the earth? I didn’t finding Christianity, Judaism and Islam or any other religion. Everybody is looking up. And they became more Buddhaistic they looking like, I am (shaykh effendi looking up) I am the God. That’s what they said now.
Those one, I finished with the Turks now, I start with the Vatican. Because they have been teaching wrong teachings, you better correct your teachings first to yourself. If you think your popes, all those popes that passed from this world, that you gave them titles, they became saints, go and check their tombs to see what’s happening to them. Saying, what we are going to do with that saint? You want a living saint. They are not giving them a title while they are living. We need a dead one. One that never complain. Even those ones that they were a little more intelligent than others. I heard some news that even though they are accepting so many things in Islam that they didn’t attacking Islam. Angel saying, grabbing them by the ears saying, “why didn’t you speak the truth to your people, you are sitting on this station. Highest station. With one word that you are going to say, it may change the hundreds of thousands of people’s heart. Why didn’t you say? Knowing the truth.” And if they are not getting anything, they are getting falaka now. You can give them as much title as you want, you can get upset to me as much as you want. Your end is going to be the same too. You can think that even after I died.
Oh Vatican popes. Very big popes. What’s that new one? never smiling that one too, only time he smiles when he met shaykh mawlana. Ugliest man. (shaykh effendi making faces, and laughed) That’s the only time he smile. Shaykh mawlana making him to smile. Nobody else. Maybe that smile is going to save him, maybe just looking at that sultan awliyah with a love, maybe that will save him. InshAllah, he will come to his sense to say, Islam, inna dinahi illallah islam. Oh Vatican people who is listening to Vatican listen to Islam, what it is saying. In the presence of your Lord, is only one religion, that is Islam, don’t come to my presence with any other religion, I am not accepting. This is what Allah is saying. That Allah that created Adam alayhi salam, no mother, no father. That Allah that has created Isa alayhi without a father, that Allah that has creating 14 other individual without a father, not only Isa alayhi salam that you know.
So they are fooling in the school. So the schools they are conflicting with each other. What secular school is teaching and what religious school is teaching is completely opposite to each other. And now, what are you expect that time, when the man is left to his ego, and that man can come up with that kind of question saying, I trust Allah. Or I found Allah and I trust. You found Allah. If you found Allah, you will never said that word, you will feel shame of yourself. You will only say, thank you Ya Rabbi, you have created me a man from the children of Adam and please Ya Rabbi, when I getting up from my grave, make me to get up again as a human. Once you give to me this, don’t change me into an animal in the grave.
To so many this is happening to them right now. They are falling because they didn’t carry that title that Allah has given to them. Human title. They live like animal. Living like animal is what? Not carrying their responsibility to Allah, and to their Prophet. They didn’t use their intelligence. Who doesn’t have intelligence is not responsible in Islam. Right? Only crazy ones and the animal ones, the rest is going to be questioned. The children of Adam and the Jinns they are going to be questioned. We have created the Jinns and the humans to know Us and to worship Us. Their reason of creation, is to know Us. That’s what Allah is saying. Knowing Us. If they know Us, they are going to worship Us. Worship.
So that kind of education centers now is everywhere. They are teaching the children from childhood, their parents now, today’s people. Parents, majority of them, they are already out of road, they are already in the big mess. They didn’t find life to themselves, how they are going to teach it to their own children? They are struggling with their own life. That they reach to 20, 30, 40, 50 years old, still running after their own egoistic desires. What kind of education they can give to their children that time? So the shaytanic system that time, finding that emptiness, saying open all the schools, now take them into kindergarten, now take them here early too. three years of age, bring them here. Three years, four years. Bring them to me. shaytan saying, because I am going to poison them through that age, when they reach to twenty years of age, they are going to be working for me, that’s what shaytan is saying.
And their parents has no right in their own children. Government are taking that rights away. Any little thing you do in the house, if the woman is in the right way, husband is in the wrong way, before you know, they complain and they put that woman in trouble because the woman is trying to put the child in the right way. Or if the man is in the right way, and the woman is running after the ego, anything that man is saying to his child, that woman is picking up the phone, police! My husband is doing this to my child. Before you know. Police is over there. If you do this one more time, we put you in jail, we take your child away. They love them so much. More than the mothers, and the fathers. I am wondering why. You ever wondering why? Wonder.
They want to raise, as I said earlier, before the sohbet, robot kind of children. Programming. They are going to program them to different ideologies, to direct them any way they like. They don’t want people that questioning themselves. Saying, enjoy yourself. Don’t question yourself. Enjoy. Run after every forbidden action. Don’t accept Islam, because Islam is putting halal and haraam to you. And I am watching so many times, all those, most of those Western people who is coming to Islam. They love Islam in some ways. Not only Westerners, but new Muslims too, that they coming to Islam, they like everything, but they don’t like to hear halal and haraam borders, no. Why not? Why I can’t do this? Why I can’t talk with my girlfriend? Why I can’t be free with my girlfriend? Why we cannot live together until we decided that we are going to get married?
New Islam. Ahh. We live together, but we didn’t made decision yet if we are going to get married. Muslim. Are you married? Shaykh mawlana is asking. Are you married? No, I didn’t decide yet. Woman is saying, I didn’t decide yet. Shaykh mawlana is saying, so why you are fooling this man? And the man is saying, well she is not fooling me, we just get the mutual understanding, that we like to be like now, until we decide if we are going to get married or not. He is saying, how you are together living. I heard, for ten years. For ten years. Thuh!!! That’s right. That’s right. Because if he decided to get married, now you locked yourself in that system, it’s not easy now, in Divine Presence to turn around. So many is turning around, as they like too. No! In dunya you are turning around, but in ahirat they are going to turn you around. Yeah. You have to have solid reasons for that. So, the shaytanic system never accepting laws of Islam, saying halaal and haraam. This border we don’t accept.
We love Mawlana Jalaluddin Rumi Allah, Allah. They are so much loving Mawlana Jalaluddin Rumi, the West. And? We love his master? Who? Muhammad? No. He is a terrorist, Hasha astaghfirullah. This is what these square heads, empty heads are saying. We love Mawlana, but we don’t love the Sun, that is giving light to Mawlana always. We love Mawlana because, we made mawlana in our head. That kind of mawlana, dancing mawlana. So, dancing, easy going. What are you talking about, shaykh Abdul Kerim, that you are saying that your generation is reaching to Mawlana Jalaluddin Rumi? Huh. You think Mawlana was like you? Being tough and rough like that? Yeah. That shows you have no clues about Mawlana Jalaluddin Rumi Qadasallahu sirr. That his murids they couldn’t even dare to look at his face. Yes. Name is on it, Jalaluddin. Jalaluddin. What is the meaning of Jalaluddin. Jalal, with the majestic anger power that is putting everything in the right road.
Saying, yes, this door is opening to you, if you broke your taubah, not one time, one thousand time, come again. But when you come in, leave your arrogance outside again and enter inside. Don’t enter inside here with your arrogance with your shaytan. You broke your promise again. Come again. Because you have no other door. Only door is Islam. Only door is Quran. Only door is the teaching of Muhammad alayhi salam wa tu salam. That’s why, I am the slave of Quran e Kerim, and I am the slave of footprint of Muhammad alayhi salam tu salam. That’s what he is saying. I never see Westerners using these words. He said, as long as I live, says if somebody says other than this. I am away from that word. And I am away from these people. Yes. But he said that almost 900 years ago. He said, I am away from you, you can claim that you love me, but loving me, I am a light to you, loving me must bring you to the Prophet Muhammad alayhi salam wa tu salam. If you are not reaching to the Prophet, your love for me is for your ego, it’s for your egoistic understand.
That’s what’s representing love and peace. Ashik. Ashik. Ashik. Ashik. What is ashik? Some says, ahh in Ashik and mashik. What’s your understanding of ashik and mashik? What do you understand ashik and mashik to be? Your understanding of ashik is only males and females. But, mawlana’s ashik wasn’t a male and female ashik. Mawlana was ashik to his master. To Shams. Shams. Yes, Shams. To his teacher. To his Shaykh. He was ashik, he has lost in his ocean. That’s what he was. And, when he passed from this world, then that ashik went with him. Yes. So, but, that’s what they teach. Because that’s connection now. teachings in the school, anytime you go, oh, what about the part of love in Islam? And the love and ashik in Westerner understanding is sex. That’s what it is, in their brain, hooosh, running into that right the way. Because it’s always busy with below belly button, it didn’t go up to reach to understand, yes, this is ashik. So I have to go to higher station. I cannot go to lower station. So that’s connected to lower station.
You cannot even say it’s Westerner understanding anymore. Because it’s Muslims understanding now too. They got sick with the same sickness too. Ashik is a passion that moves you. It moves you to do things for Allah’s sake. It moves you to love for Allah’s sake. It moves to hate for Allah’s sake, it moves you to live for Allah’s sake. It moves you to die for Allah’s sake. It moves you to take for Allah’s sake. It moves to give for Allah’s sake. That’s what ashik is. That’s what passion is.
But, they are watching television program saying, passion. New perfume. Passion. Ah. And this ugly beautiful looking woman is putting that perfume and is moving so sexy. And and everyone is looking ohh, I need to get that perfume and I am going to have ashik. Thuh!! To your understanding. It’s only animal understanding. You didn’t reach to human understanding. You didn’t reach to higher station. So that time definitely you didn’t understand mawlana Jallaluddin Rumi.
So there also group of mawlana lovers that they are gay. They love mawlana so much. And? They say, he is our teacher, because he was in love with his master, with his shaykh. (30:10) Thuh, to your dirty, disgusting understanding. And all those who is running to that, those gays and lesbians, don’t come around and make taubah, and looks where jahannam is waiting for you. Nothing can save you. You don’t make taubah. But some is coming out to say, new style now, saying, well, it’s born with it, so it’s okay. making you to understand, to think, it’s okay. you have to accept it, it’s okay, because they are born with it. What you will do, if you are born with it? That your male or female organ is not working, what you are going to do that time? Both are going to suffer. It’s only ego, nothing else. Yes.
So the mankind, as we said in the beginning. Especially this sickness came from West, and now it’s taking the whole eastern people too. When it comes to law of Islam they don’t want to take it. That’s why everyone is running to make shariat to themselves, law to themselves. Saying, who are you to tell me what to do? I love Allah, and I love His Prophet, and I know. I do as I like. And of course we gotta know each other first. You are not living on 1400 years ago. We gotta check every part of the body to see if it’s working, mashAllah. And Thuh to your understanding. THUH!!! To your understanding. THUH!!! To all those who is doing that. you are breaking every law, prepare yourself to fire. That’s the reason of Prophet’s coming, to teach you what is halal and what is haraam. That’s all.
Birmin Allahu taufiq. Al-Fatiha.
This is a little heavy for you maybe. It’s okay. This is for you, for me, for the Vatican popes. To all those ones who is expecting and waiting vote from the gays and to gays and lesbians too. Everyone take their share. I don’t care if you hating me or not. Doesn’t matter. Continue. Fatiha.
I am saying this, because I watch somewhere, this new sickness, they make, they move into these alims also, in Islam, and they make some conference, in Indonesia. And the big, they suppose to be there, head scholar of Islam and they came to conclusion to accept to say it’s okay, Islam is accepting gay and lesbians. THUH TO YOU!!!! Open the Quran-e-Kiram and read what Allah did to these nations, same thing is coming to you, to all those who is doing, and all those whose heart is with it too, all those who is accepting, all those who has tolerance to that too, look what’s coming. Allah and His Prophet is very angry with this situation. And that is didn’t leave any corner of world it didn’t entered into.
So stay away from those kind of wrong things, and wrong thinking and put halal and haraam borders to your life. If you don’t put it, you are going to be in big big trouble, doesn’t matter if you pray five times a day, not five times, fifty five times a day. Doesn’t matter if you recite Quran five minutes a day, or 24 hours a day. It’s not going to help you. Believe me, it’s not going to help you, until you come around and ask for forgiveness, and never turn to that side again and always saying, Ya Rabbi, I was wrong, I did wrong thinking this way. Please forgive me. Day and night until you go out from this world. That’s all. Fatiha.
Okay. This much is enough for those who is watching on the internet too. If you like it, take it, if you don’t like it. Close your television. Say, the man is crazy, he lost himself, he is talking. Say! But, say that, and look how fast something is reaching to you too. Fatiha.
This much is enough. Drink you tea, and go to sleep until Maghreb. And pray that Allah doesn’t not give me power. Because I am praying that He does. Because if He does, by tomorrow morning, I know what I am going to do. Look what I am going to do that time. You are going to like it. So, give me a vote. (Shaykh Efendi laughed out loud, and clapping.)
Voting. This is what the politician they do. Although they don’t like these, so many they don’t like these gay and lesbian groups. Understand, that they come to them, say look, if you don’t do what we want, we are the head of these groups. We are not going to let you to have on vote from our groups, and now that spread so much. They cannot to afford to lose that. Because they are also running for dunya, they are not running to fix the dunya. They run to get the benefit and treasure and luxury of dunya. They are not running to become politicians, top of the leaders to run to fix the problem of this dunya. For that reason, they have to go along with it.
So many imams and shaykh, they also know that to speaks such a thing like that, so many is going to be upset with them. Because that spread so much everywhere. That the man and his wife, and his children is praying, but they have one son who is gay. Praying five time a day, but they are gay and lesbians, it spread to almost every family. Doesn’t matter, you are seeing the wrong way is outside, to somebody, when it’s reaching to your house you are still going to know it’s wrong. Doesn’t matter if it’s your children or your grandchildren. Wrong is wrong. What Allah subhana wa ta ala made wrong, and make forbidden, it’s forbidden. It is to you and to me, to the prophets too. we cannot make it halal. What Allah make haraam, it’s haraam. What Allah made haraam, if you are trying to make it halaal, that is kufr. That is the biggest kufr. Prepare yourself to fire, that time I can depend on other eye and saying to you, prepare yourself for a fire.
And Allah will ask you. Why didn’t you speak the truth knowingly? Who you are afraid of? What you were afraid of? I was afraid of army. I was afraid of this, and I was afraid of that. Or new style, imams they are going to say, I was afraid of my wife, because she is going to be upset with me. Because some shaykh was saying, I was afraid of my wife. Because she is always sitting next to me, watching me. and she is even wearing a turban. How can I go against? I am saying that. And they are asking me, I am going to say I don’t care if it’s my mother. I don’t care if it’s my child. If my child calls me to that, shariat says cut the neck off. I will cut it in front of everyone. For that, everyone is saying, you have no heart. That’s okay, let me have no heart this way. Because I love hazrat Umar. I love hazrat Umar.
Yes, hazrat Umar, what he did? You don’t know what he did? He had a son, one son he was pretty weak, and they fooled that son. Some samiri, they fooled him. Doesn’t matter where man’s lineage is reaching, sometimes, when he is opening door to shaytan, he s going to get fooled. And they fooled him. He went and he make adultery. And later, they spread that, saying, hazrat Umar’s son did this. They made it open. And hazrat Umar is the khalifah. Everybody knows that he is a heavy duty one. He doesn’t tolerate nothing when it comes to that.
Yes, he never use anything for himself from the khalifah makam. Never. He was even turning the candle off, when he was going to doing his private things. He was turning the candle off, that khilafah is paying for it, saying, I am using my candle that I worked for it. Yes. But the work is different. He didn’t go to somebody to work five dollar an hour. Different understanding there.
So they came to hazrat Umar and they said this is what happened. He says, “find out. Search. And come to me.” He said to his trusted men, say, “go and find out if it’s true.” And they went and they came, do you think they dare to say to him lies? Saying to him, no it didn’t happened? They said, Ya Umar, it’s trued. It happened. He says, “good, where is the shaykh ul islam?” He says, “what is your fatwa?” He is the khalifat. They say, “fatwa is this. 100 falaka. Slashes to him.” Umar says, “good.” He signed it. He is the khalifah. And he says, “because it’s my son. And I am the khalifat, I am not going to do this inside the jail, or in other places.” He is going to do this public. And everybody is going to come to see. Everyone is going to know that hazrat Umar he just punished his own son this way. And he chose the heaviest one, that his hands are very strong. Saying, “do it right. Don’t be tolerant, don’t be easy in hitting. Do it right.”
And he was a weak one. when they reached 80, he died. 80 coming, he died. And they all stopped. Hazrat Umar is saying, “why did you stop?” They say, “ya Umar, he died.” He said, “no continue til 100, 20 more on his dead body. Because Allah says when somebody is punished in this dunya, he will not be punished in ahirat. At least completed it here, so he will not be punished on the other side.”
That is Islam. That is the understanding of Islam. Are you loving somebody for that, or are you opening every door for them to live disgusting life? You are going to be punished too. If you are supporting that. Yes. So, wake up yourself, if you like. If you don’t like it. it’s okay, continue sleeping. but, Mahdi that you are waiting, that is coming, he is coming with all these. He is going to put fairground first. He cannot be saying to those who is holding on to Allah and his Prophet’s order, and the whole mankind is looking at them now, with a different weird eyes. Saying, they are heartless, they are heedless, they are… and they are going to be in the same category with those that they leave everything. Until Mahdi came, and Mahdi is here, they said, “okay we don’t live this life. Now we live this life.” No, it’s not going to be this way. It cannot be. That is not justice.
So today, yes, these alims, the tyrants, they became amin. Is that Prophet saying? Yes. Says, the tyrants and untrusted ones, the men is going to trust them, because they are going to speak to people what they like to hear. Those who is going to speak my order, they are not going to like them in the ahir zaman, they are going to hate them. They are going to run away from them. But he says, “hold on tightly. Speak the truth, until the death reaches to you. Never give up, until the death reaches to you.” They may leave you all. How many people left the Prophets? The Prophet alayhi salam wa tu salam up til 40 years of age, so many was around him. Yeah. Anything that they get confused, they used to run to Prophet to ask. Because they know that he is going to give the best answer. But as soon as he said to them la illaha illalah Muhammad rasullullah, I am here to teach you what is halaal and what is haraam.
They left him. They said to him, he is a liar, they said to him, you lost your mind. Today’s people, depression. He lost his mind. Or what is the other one? Stressed. He is stressed. He is under the stress. Ah. Where is he? He is in the crazy hospital. Don’t say crazy hospital! Where is he? (Murid: Mental institution). Mental institution. His spirit get sick. And we are given them Prozac, to make them better. You think I don’t know? Look what I know. His spirit is sick. So we are given him this medicine to balance this depression. They are depressed.
So now, males and females running, who? Muslims. Who? So many murids. You think I don’t know? They going to get those pills. Why are you getting those pills? Doctors say. That’s right. They are going to destroy your brain cells completely, and you are going to become complete robot. Later on if something is going to open up in front of you. Nothing is going to open, because you destroy what is up there, you destroy it. This shaytan is so clever, once you open one door to him, look how he is going to reach you. Even if you shut the doors to him, look how much he is going to force from every side. That’s why Holy Prophet saying, don’t give up until, until when? Ya Rasullullah, until when? Until death is reaching to you. Until death is reaching to you. They are going to leave, let them leave. You don’t leave. Anybody wants to leave, let them. You don’t leave.
Allah sends prophets among the nations to show them the ways. And after a while, they are seeing these people so arrogant. They are so stubborn. They are so ignorant. They are not listening, they are not doing anything. And Allah is preparing to give them so much more blessing, just a little bit, simple things, that they are going to do. They are getting all these. They are not doing. They destroy themselves. So they are so fed up. They left these nations, saying, let me go to other places, maybe I will find somebody will listen to Allah’s orders.
Warning and punishment reached to those prophets, saying, you are leaving the area that I put you. Yunus alayhi salam, he left his nation. He was fed up with them. He was fed up with them not because they were attacking him. He was fed up with them because they were taking the right of Allah. He was fed up with them, and he said Ya Rabbi, I am leaving. And the punishment has reached to him. Warning, for us to understand it was a warning. To him it was a punishment for him to understand, where I put you, you will stay there. You don’t leave. If they want to leave, they are going to.
That’s what happened. You know how much you went through, it became stories, nice stories. So wake up to yourself. What Holy Prophet saying, until the death reached. Stay on siratul mustaqim, stay on haqq, and have patience. Nothing else. But don’t give up on the haqq. Fatiha.
If you do that MashAllah to you. If you don’t do that, wake up and come around and do it. and don’t let the weakness to enter. Once the weakness is entering. You are going to lose. You are going to lost just like that. Fatiha.